I was writing in my journal today and happened to have a call with my mentor as well and I was talking about what I’d written in it… primarily about me feeling like a bit of a failure.. but also, that there was some weird sense of shame over admitting a few things: like not having the number of people I wanted in the IT Factor, like reverting to using my list/planner to do things…like not journaling daily and intensively as a practice and discipline but really half assing it.

I really did. And in turn, I know that I get let down…. And then what else?

Well, my people get let down because I’m not showing up the way that I WANT to show up. Because, well, all of the reasons which are really just excuses, really. Travelling. Kids. Tiredness. Hair. Skin. Not being busy. Being busy. Not inspired. Too busy. Too inspired.

Which means I’ve actually really YOU down.

What if what I had to share the day I chose not to, was the day you really needed to pick up what I was putting down?

What if the day you really needed and wanted the inspiration, I didn’t show up in the way you needed?

My feelings of being a failure (which is actually silly in reality and classic sabotage) is only serving my shadow side. My victim side, turning me into my won persecutor: HELLO DRAMA!

Eugh.

Drama.

Drama has one place and one place only: as a television genre. There is no place for it in our world, business and marketing especially when it becomes nasty, unresourceful and limiting to ones self-expression

Warble. Womble. Womble. Warble. Dribble. Dribble.

Boring.

That’s really the truth. The drama can become boring and fast.

Self sabotage wears many a disguise.

• From the snake in the tree
• To the well meaning friend who slams your dreams (you knew it would happen)
• To sharing only one side of you rather than beautiful mass of contradictions you are.
• It likes to get dressed up as anxiety preying on a weakened state like a vampire
• It can be you deciding to have a sleep in one day that turns into regularly sleeping in and not going to the gym, no longer exercising, no more meditating, journaling and setting your day up for success

The more obvious ones being self talk, judgement, believing in lack and scarcity, complaining and all of that. Buying into the freaking bullshit that other people feed you and listening to the crap they tell you – or they don’t tell you but you find out about behind your back.

There’s only one cure.

STOP IT.

FUCKING. STOP. IT. It’s a choice and a decision… one that sometimes needs to be made once a day and other days 25 times in an hour.

STOP IT.

You get to choose everything … and nothing has meaning except that which you give it. (Someone other than me said that but I don’t know who, so don’t slam me for not giving the credit, cause I’m in flow and “don’t stop me now”~ Queen.).

Like turning on a light switch, you can activate a high vibe state that is the opposite of anything you don’t want and feel.

It’s ok to want what you want. It’s ok for you to want to be a writer, healer, your name in lights, coach, best selling author… whatever the heck it is that YOU WANT… a statue in your town. Whatever you want!

The cure for tired isn’t always to sleep more, often it’s to move and to get busy.

It’s like igniting the after burners…

You do the initial launch and then for you to keep flying, you can’t worry about all the things that could go wrong that would see you crashing back to earth.

The second wind and the 3^rd and the 29^th.

The after burners.

For those of you who have had children through a vaginal birth, you’ll know what I mean.

You push and push and push and push and then you have a baby. Then, a short while later, you discover that you need to push again. WTAF??? Yep. We’re going again, peeps. Strap in! You push a bit more and voila! After birth is out… that blessed relief of not having to birth another set of shoulders is delightful….. the feeling of it almost slipping out and meets with that blessed relief of emptiness and elation and you can finally enjoy the fruits of your labour.

But those kids won’t raise themselves. Every day, you need to show up. They depend on you.

Courageously choosing daily to be the best parent you can be.

Your business is the same.

Your EVOLUTION is the same.

Your REINVENTION.

Your uplevelling.

The next phase requires it.

DEMANDS IT.

Your soul demands you listen, act and then daily choose.

The choice is all yours.

You either choose from a place of love and purpose or you choose from fear…

The latter will always end up in an undoing.

Choose from love.

From faith.

From KNOWING it will all be ok.

That you always make the right decisions.

Allowing yourself to be Cracked open and let the light through.

Courageous.

Uplifted.

Singing to the heavens.

Wearing what you want.

Singing your song.

From the strain of trying to be a stepford wife to being a badass in big little lies.

Free.

Freedom.

Like standing on the beach, arms open to the light breeze and you get to do that biiiiiiiiig

D

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Breath that permeates deep into your soul, the kind that sets your soul free.

The kind of thing that moves you and reminds you deep in your core, that you’re more than a [INSERT WHATEVER YOU HAVE ATTACHED YOUR IDENTITY TO: Being a mum/coach/wife/daughter/performer].

That you’re a badass. A fucking Rockstar. A comet. A supernova. A cosmic event. An entertainer. A human having a spiritual experience. A spiritual being having a human experience.

The cracking.

The opening.

Stand on my shoulders….

It’s time for you to admit to yourself (and if you’ve already admitted to yourself, then to the rest of the world) that you are MORE.

That you have more within you.

That you want more.

Deep creativity.

The epic business

The empire.

The dancing.

The smiling.

The screaming colour.

The HOTNESS.

The shifts.

The fame.

The clients.

The impact.

The beauty in the mess.

The transformation..

ALL OF THIS REQUIRES…

IT DEMANDS you to SHOW UP and allow the metamorphosis to happen.

Look at Madonna, Taylor, Gwen, Robbie, Freddie, Lady Gaga, Michael Jackson, Beyonce…..

They all needed to reinvent so they could let out the next level version of themselves.

Shedding the ‘old them’ like skin that no longer serves who they’ll become.

Would they have had doubts?

HELL YES!

Fear?

Of course.

What will the ‘industry’ think?

What will the fans think?

What will the labels think?

What if people don’t buy?

Like every new album that’s released, there’s the worry.

Eminem talked about it with his latest album, the journey to finding something new and yet not too new, different but not too far removed.

The pressure to produce something amazing.

Backing it up.

But you know what?

With each iteration you make the space for the old and the new people to fall in love with you and your content.

Over and over and over again.

Choosing THEM over fear

Trusting in your voice and yourself enough to allow this evolution

Your soul is calling you.

Your next step is right in front of you.

The question is, are you going to answer the call, the yearn, the desire?….

OR….

Are you going to let it rot and die a slow and painful death?

OR WORSE…

Are you going to let it drift away from you and allow it to find someone else to grace with it’s presence … someone who WILL do something with it, while you look on with the knowing that you could have done THAT THING, if only you’d gotten out of your own fucking way.

6 weeks, you and me, 1:1 work. Deep. Intensive. Transformational

It will change your life. Your business. Your marketing. Your mindset.

You’ll get more done than ever before.

Everything you need, no holds barred…

The cracking open of you…

The unleashing of your heart and soul and golden rays of inspiration and goodness that your people are desperately (and often silently) waiting for.

This is available for the next week only and then I’m closing the doors.

1 week to action this.

I’ve never ever released anything like this before and don’t honestly know if I will ever again.

6 weeks, you and me 1:1

Tailored for you

Unlimited Nicola

Access to anything and everything you could possibly need and then some.

2 days in the room magic

Imagine what you’ll achieve in that time

Huge uplevelling, that’s for certain.

So babes.

What’s it going to be? (I don’t know why I keep using that word!!! It came out of me last week and keeps coming back out again and again!)

Anyways.

If you’ve read this far, you know there’s a reason.

If you’ve seen stuff in the past that hasn’t felt, well, ‘right’ and this, THIS FEELING like slipping on a hoodie in winter that you feel great in, look great in, (feels kind of like coming home) and you wish for all the cold weather days so you can wear it every single day…

Message me with any questions and let’s do it.

Love you x